The school leavers

he urban resident seems to all dislike boors mostly. These years, hundreds and thousands of boor well up into city working as a temporary labourer, so crowded to capacity that city engaged in more confusedly originally, let people look vexed. Then the urban resident complains: Look at this city and let boors give and make a noise, if they stay in the native place, is the town still not clean, much quieter?  
I almost dislike and avoid boors like this too.  
However, whether we have asked oneself, originally are there cities in the world in this? Which urban resident ancestor is in the town? Where are those urban residents who is superior from? In fact, a lot of urban residents have forgotten the past suffering, our roots are all in countryside!  
Certainly I come from the countryside too, and is almost a boor. Close to mine in the countryside, not merely because from more than of grandfathers, my home lives in the countryside for generations, but father comes into the city gate accidentally, meet mother makes me born in the town, and urban resident identity of mother, generation that confirm in maternal grandfather; Not merely because I marry the husband who was peasant originally too, become the boor's daughter-in-law directly; Have one period, I live in the countryside too by oneself, and the countryside in that kind of pure meaning which is far away from the city, by earning work point and supporting oneself.  
I am Israel "  The school leavers "  Identity leave city for countryside. I graduated from junior middle school at that time, sixteen seven years old, it was not the youth that there is no knowledge, really profaned " the educated youth " This fashionable noun. At that time, I, to " settled " Understanding have half knowledge it to imprinting on the bones and inscribing on the memory, it is it is if wanting, take root at north of Shanxi Province countryside that jump the quene to destine not to think, smooth out it once guy of village in turn conscientiously very, cudgel one's brain to consider any one can have depended on all one's life. Think of here each time, it is sad and dreary to grow out in the heart. But the sad and more dreary one is, I find a peasant pays attention to material benefit, it is for living to marry the wife, with their standard, I have unsalable possibility very much. When for may marry by oneselfing bitterly me, neglect a fact, this kind of sacrifice spirits of mine was one-sided wish unexpectedly, where a guy would like to remove difficulties and alleviate sufferings for the society, support green bristlegrass assigning to, I without strength for binding a chicken well?  
Fortunately it is so bad that the situation later on has no one that is imagined. Stay, must marry off, advertise for workers, leave oneself countryside knock open city gate again until old yet in me - -It was the big city kept very intactly in a city wall that I went.  
Say good-bye to the countryside, it was 30 that this one takes! After I put oneself into billowing stream of people of the city again, have one period, seem to be that has forgotten the countryside. Like urban residents, either get married or set up one's own business, rush about for the livelihood, for future everyday, talk about oneself everyday "  Busy " ,Lose youth when being busy, make common customs more and more when being busy. Nowadays our children's already long and when than we have gone to the countryside still old age, see them shaking before our eyes to shake going, young and restless figure, have remembered the countryside gradually.  
Say countryside here too strange, live, want, stay more one day at there, how much people for advertise for workers, go to school, achieve one's goal in order to tasted and become an urban resident again finally at all costs; Leave, after the many years, remember countryside is again large to care for. So long as have a get-together, the ones that say are all stories of countryside. Sometimes, the day of the countryside looks like an unreal border, rush into my dream, make me aftertaste repeatedly; Sometimes too, always say that the countryside is missed like Xiang Linsao, go back to have a look, no matter whether others think spoken from the purpose. Day to leave north of Shanxi Province long, it thinks fondly of originally to be even the yellow land that stay more more in one quarter than one world one day, is it a little false that I do not know this kind of psychology of mine?  
Speak from the purpose, false, but I am that stretch of land that really keep thinking about the countryside, keep thinking about the guy who helped me to gather firewood, carry water that year, keep thinking about the girls for me to cut window pattern, receive the shoe-pad, have taught me how to sing Xin Tian You, tell me the old men of the northwest conditions and customs keeping thinking about. Does not I wonder if that heals the partners of the middle age every year as me, could day turn better? Do not know whether that treats my old man like children, nowadays alive yet?  
A few years ago, when we jumped the quene in the 30th anniversary, friend of inserting that year got busy about a " hold a memorial ceremony for in 30 years " ,Page friends and call out the friend too, is discussing a north of Shanxi Province trip of facilitating. In 2001, as I got back to the north of Shanxi Province at last, wrapping the dusk in early spring, stood when prolonging on the riverside again, in my eyes villager and villager eyes all non- appearance in I. Last year, several fellow-villagers came to Beijing for the first time after they had yearned for for more than 30 years, still bring and have the millet and red date for us from afar. As to the thing that the educated youth goes and works in the countryside and mountainous areas in that phase of history, scholars see that see benevolence intelligently, opinions vary. Having experienced that section of life, I do not quite agree to the research results of some historians in the study. China was joined by a slice of countryside of one and a city of one, only know the city and not be to the countryside, will never understand China. Whether how be the superficial experience when is it at countryside that year,too no matter how nowadays far away from by countryside, I touched the earth in countryside of China really on the past day - -Root of our life.